I humbly
concede that the God of my understanding is ever-evolving. And it is not to say that God ever changes,
but that my consciousness of God is constantly changing, evolving as I awaken
and practice, moment by moment, to know God.
My knowing of God is not finite and is always deepening.
My current
belief in God is that It is everywhere present, and not “out there” as I
believed when I was child. To me, God
simply “is.” God is integrated in all of
everything – presence, power, life, love and light itself. The expression of God is expressed through
the consciousness of each being. We are
all points of God in expression, and we manifest through our individual (and in
many ways the collective human) consciousness.
God expresses in us, through us, as us in all that we say, do and think
(pray). It is the level of individual
consciousness that ignites God within to attract and manifest what we experience
and have around us.
In faith, I
have decided to realize God as Absolute good and that It creatively reveals to
me what I need to see, learn and awaken to in the exact way that I need. Regardless of appearances and circumstances,
I choose to believe that all people, places, events in my life are for me with
big blessings, to help me realize the nature of what I am – Spirit in the
process of remembering Itself.
With regard to
my remembering of what I am in this life, I am aware that the ego is cunning,
self-righteous, argumentative and always justifying. In times when I catch myself feeling superior
or arrogant or the need to be “better than” I immediately know it is God
within, reminding me that there is work to be done.
Especially in
moments when I am all caught up in being human, I try to remember that the
feelings, emotions and appearances of any lack of good (or lack of flow) is but
an illusion – a paradox of the all good that exists.
I believe that
God is so good that even when I think
all is lost, I know to remember that Divine Order is always in play. This is the consciousness that I currently
hold, and I behold and see the Christ within all people (everywhere, in all
circumstances) while I learn to get over being a human being. This is God revealing and expressing as
Evelyn Lo Foreman.
My favorite
affirmation is self-authored:
I am divinely guided in all that I do.
I am Spirit on a self-correcting path.
With every conscious breath I take, I align with the purpose of my
being.
God reveals itself to me as I listen to what is mine to do.
Moment to moment, I know what I am and I know that I am what I am.
God is…I am.
And so it is, as it ever was…Amen!
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